Last Friday's Blog Post.

Blogger is down and I am tying a draft on my notepad so that I can paste it once is up.

Blog is a space for me to rant. I think I have too much unhappy stuff bottling up inside.
My facebook is becoming a space for commerical. I have to be aware of what I post.

I used to have a good friend, Friend S from poly. I knew her since Year 2 or Year 3?
I shall describe a bit of Friend S.

We shared common interest in fashion and shopping. We used to go shopping together, talk about
boyfriends, gossip etc..

We had plans to go on a holiday... but she couldn't part her bf and the pain to buy tickets and
pay for accomodation.

After graduation, till I work as CA and till she recommend me to retail. Things changed.
I was quite sad that she did not tell me that there is referral benefit and offer to share.
In this case, $ did meant very important to her even though she don't really need it.
I even bought her a gift to thank her.

I was disappointed when she backstabbed me to my x senior when she went for a day attachment
at fine jewellery boutique. She blurted out every single thing that I rant out when I started
flying not long ago... backdated rant. Can't just keep mouth shut. What was worse is that
she is talking to the senior whom I rant.
I lost the trust.

Thankfully, I sorted my thoughts and had stopped ranting.
I had always mentioned that my x senior really thought me alot.
If she didn't care about me, why would she point out my mistakes?

I do missed flying, shopping, joking with her. I know my bad, even till now whenever I cannot control my emotions
I always recall what she told me.


I am upset that whenever:
1. Friend S call me, she talks about her bf, her date. ~.~
Her bf broke up with her and went to Australia to pursue his career.
Now, she dates every single guy which fits most of her requirements.
She put prioriy to dating guys before she can meet.

2. I suggest to go on a holiday but she couldn't bear to pay for her tickets and accomodation.
One day, earlier this year she finally suggest that we should go on a holiday to HKG. I was happy
that we can finally go together.
BUT.. as she go on.. She told me her mom is going HKG because she had co related stuff to do
and that she want to tag along because her mom can pay for her tickets, accomodation and food.
What about me?

3. Few weeks back, had a dinner with bf and G. G saw Friend S picture and casually said
he want to know her. Bf also agree mayb should recommend Friend S. I told Friend S and she
kept asking me to send pictures of G, asking more about G, when is G free to meet
and arrange for dinner, mobile no etc..
Unfortunately, G's x gf called so... it wasn't the right time.
So Friend S kept calling and asking about G till.. at later she stopped and from then on
she stopped contacting.


Now I came to hear that she is going Bkk with common retail friends whom I also know.
One of them is Friend P. He whatappd me and asked which hotel is good in BKK.
I'm always nice to share my views and offers to people I know. Then I came to guess that
Friend S is going too... How could she not even bother to ask me?
Given doubt, her mom is paying for her ticket and accomodation? Or Friend S's mom had a switch to
go to BKK to work on her co related stuff.

After that, I just feel like giving a F answer.

People who know me well, you would know if I had given a F answer.

To conclude, Friend S is that kind of person who only thinks for herself... extremely.

BF already asked me to ignore Friend S. I refused to listen, giving another chance to
redeem herself.
In fact after today, Friend P's whatapp, its time for me to let go this friendship.
Hence, on Friday, 13th I am really pissed.

xoxo

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